Royal Blue - How nervous, how calm It was a time of great joy for the kingdom. They had been waiting twenty-seven years for this sunrise; twenty mooncycles of which were spent in high anticipation. The entire capital was gaily decorated. Crowds were gathering in front of the ceremonial hall or around their projection devices to see the beginning of the next chapter in the life of their ruling family. Yet, not that far away from the ceremonial hall, in a room of the castle, sat five special women who were not jumping up and down in excitement or laughing in joy. These five women sat in silence, four because they were concerned about the fifth. And, although the fifth woman was feeling joy, she was also feeling nervousness and fear. And the latter two emotions were swamping the first. In front of the nervous woman the four other women sat in a semi-circle. The one to the nervous woman’s immediate left was dressed in a dark brown ball gown, her thick dark hair was laced with lavender heather, which was all the more striking due to her features. She represented the element of earth and was one of the four "attendants" for the woman in front of her to the left. Next to "earth" sat the second woman, wearing a flimsy, short white dress representing "air". This female was born to a lower station than all of the other women present, but her boldness demanded that she be treated as an equal and her kindness and loyalty assured that she was. Ivy was wound through her reddish hair. Of all the women in the semi-circle, she knew the one who sat in front her longest and best; which is also probably why she was the most concerned at the moment. Next to "air" was the woman representing "water". Wearing a long straight light blue dress that shimmered (and almost matched her hair), she had her hair wrapped in a bun around a bunch of pink Bouvardia...and her normally bubbly personally was wrapped in concern for the woman in front of her and a man buildings away. Finally, next to "water" sat a woman in a bright red, strapless dress, nearly scandalous because of amount of leg it showed, who represented "fire". This woman, with long dark hair covering half of her face had somehow, with pins and other things, managed to weave the long and complicated snapdragon through her hair. She looked at the woman to her front right, slightly worried about what was running through her head. "Fire" probably had a right to be worried, as doubts assailed the last woman in the room. She sat, starring distractedly down at her lap, a wreath of calla lilies secured on her head. Constantly smoothing her beautiful ivory gown with one hand, she clenched a bouquet of white calla lilies and golden orchids in other. Every once in a while she would shake her head, close her eyes, and then open them again. She hadn't spoken in the last twenty minutes. This was probably why her sudden outburst was so shocking. Without warning, the young woman jumped from her seat and said, "I cannot do this! I cannot. There is someone better. I was not meant to...I just cannot," she finished as she crumbled in the chair. That moved the other women into action quickly. "You cannot pull out of this now!" objected Fire, also know as Her Grace Lady Talia Waynemeyer, Duchess of Amerwest. "Think of what this would do the kingdom." "And to Terrius," added Lady Bella who sat next to Talia. "Earth", the Countess of Afrique, Lady Ashante Zaire, just placed a comforting hand on the arm of woman in ivory. "But do you not see?" the agitated angel in ivory countered, "It would be worse for me to go through with this. I am not what the kingdom needs. I am not sure how I ever deluded myself to think I would be! It would be better for the kingdom if I were to leave now. And Terry, well, someday he - " the young woman's voice caught on a sob. She struggled to push out the rest of the statement, "he shall find the right one for him who shall not be an...an embarrassment." She looked around the circle in front of her, as tears began to form in her eyes. "Surely, at least three of you must realize that I could never be the lady this would require me to be!" Ashante, Bella, and Talia all opened their mouths simultaneously to object, but “Air”, Mistress Maya, held up her hand to stop them. "Dawn, look at me," she ordered her closest friend. When the woman complied, Maya continued, "Dawn, not only are you the right woman for all that is in front of you. You are the only woman for it." "But, Maya - " "Don't 'But, Maya' me. You will only convince me to let you go, if you can convince me of three things." The other women looked at Maya in horror, wondering why she was giving the clearly distraught Adaunde an out to make a decision with huge ramifications. But Maya ignored them. "Dawn, I am your friend. I have been your friend for most of our lives. You know that you are important to me, don't you?" At the nod from her friend, Maya pressed on, "So, because I care about YOU, I shall help you to cry off, if that is your final decision, provided that you can convince me of three things." Adaunde nodded, and the three other women became very nervous. "The first thing," Maya began, "is that you must convince me that you do not love our prince." "A royal title means a life that is not your own. Visiting nobility to whom one must be nice; propriety that must be observed at all times. Never having private moments. All of the attention. Of course I hate that. Most people would." "That isn't what I asked you, Dawn, and you know it. I asked you if you loved Terrius - not any duties tied to where and to whom he was born." "Maya-" the woman looked at her friend with pleading eyes. "Answer me honestly, Dawn. Do you love Terry?" "Of course I do!" the woman burst out. "That is why I am so upset about all of this! If he were anyone else, I would be so happy now. I would not be concerned with making life more difficult for him. I would be a wonderful wife of an officer, and I would have you to help if I were becoming a wife of a merchant, but-" "So, you haven't convinced me on that point," "But sometimes love is not enough," Adaunde countered. "True love makes sacrifices, even if it means a broken heart. This is one I am willing to make, no matter what it costs my heart." That statement made Maya pause. After a few moments of silence, with Adaunde looking at the young women with eyes pleading with her to understand, Maya relented. "Okay, since, I do agree with you that love may not always be enough, I will grant you that last point. So, convince me of the other two points and I shall help you with whatever your final decision." "Hold," Talia objected, "we cannot allow you to do that!" But the Maya and Adaunde ignored her. "What is your second point?" Adaunde asked her oldest friend. "Convince me that you will alienate His Royal Highness from the nobility class." At this, Adaunde snorted. "That is easy. Everything about me screams 'bought title' and everyone is upset that I have dared to move so far out of my station. The smarter ones in the class have just learned to not say what they think and use the situation for their advantage." "But no one thinks you bought your title," Ashante interrupted. She continued over the protest she saw in Adaunde's eyes. "No one thinks that you bought your title, because you did not. Your family did not. Only those who are extremely jealous and insecure in themselves even say such falsities out loud. To whose spewed hate have you been listening?" she asked quietly. Adaunde looked a little surprised at Ashante's statement, but she rallied quickly, turning to Maya and adding, "But, even if my title is seen as legitimate, I shall still alienate Terry. My best friend, while she is the most wonderful person in the world," at this Maya smiled, "is not the most powerful in the world. It is not like I can rely on a network to help Terry press a point with the governing class. I have no friends who are nobility." "Do you honestly believe that?" Bella asked. "What of us?" Adaunde smiled sadly as she turned to the friendly women, "Lady Bella, you have been nothing but kind to me, but you are kind to me because of Terry. He has been your friend for years. Just as I would tolerate someone that made Maya happy, you tolerate me because I have somehow managed to make Terry happy. You are a good friend, but I have no illusions about to whom you belong." At that statement, many of the other women in the room looked at one another, not sure how to respond to Adaunde's point. As Maya was about to concede that Adaunde was correct in this, Bella said softly, "I was never going to share this with anyone, but soon after you and Terry became engaged I began living in fear." "Why?" Adaunde asked, "Am I so horrible as to - " "Oh, no!" Bella quickly interjected, "Just the opposite! Yes, Terry is my friend and I shall always care about him, but you have become my friend as well. Did you not ever wonder why I never turned down an invitation to tea, even when I knew that Terrius was on the other side of the kingdom?" Adaunde shook her head as Bella continued, "This past year I have been so worried that something would break up the engagement and I would have to choose between someone I love like a brother and someone I have grown to love like a sister." A tear slid down the woman's face as she smiled sadly. "Some days I could not take the thoughts, so I forced myself to think of something else." Adaunde stared at the blue haired woman as a tear ran down her own face as well. "Bella, do you mean that?" The blue haired women nodded and got up to hug Adaunde. The shell-shocked woman smiled briefly, but quickly got right back to the point. "But even if I can count Lady Bella in my corner, she was already there because of her friendship with Terry. How have I added anything to him?" "But, Adaunde, you added me," Ashante offered. Turning back to look at the fellow Afrique native, a confused Adaunde asked, "I did? But, how did I-" "Do you remember when we met after His Highness began courting you?" Ashante asked. At her nod, Ashante continued, "Do you remember what I said to you?" After thinking for a moment, Adaunde began to slowly nod her head, "Yes. You said that you were impressed with my preparation record and even more impressed that I reached out while I was there. But how-" The countess smiled. "Before I met you and realized that more than likely you were going to be the 'other half' of his highness, I was prepared to make the necessary court appearances, but to do no more than that. I planned to spend most of my time in Afrique. But seeing you and having watched you during preparation, even though I was a year ahead of you, I knew that if you were involved with the royals, it would be worth my time to be involved as well. I knew that our people would be in good hands." By the time the countess had finished, Adaunde's eyes had widened. "Ashante ...I had no idea that-" Ashante smiled, "Of course you did not. That is what made it sincere, you were being you." Maya smiled, "Well, it seems like you cannot justify the second point. Unless Her Grace would like to weigh in?" Talia shrugged. "I use the impression that many have of my father to avoid interactions that I do not wish to cultivate." "But, Talia," Adaunde began as she turned to face the black haired woman, "you never use those rumors when you talk with me. In fact, you seem to go out of your way to disprove them-" she stopped suddenly as she understood the duchess's point. Looking better for the first time that day, Adaunde turned to her oldest friend. "So what is the last point, Maya?" "Prove that you would be bad for the people of this planet." At this point, the other three women looked at each other, relieved and confident. They had seen their new friend "the challenger" in action. There is no way that anyone could make the case that she was in any way bad for the people. This confidence probably explains why they were so startled when they heard her say quietly, "But Maya, that is the easiest thing to prove." At that point the shock had gotten to Bella to the point where she "laid aside" her lady manners. She jumped out of her chair and stomped over to stand in front Adaunde. "Tell me that you do not honestly believe that! You have done so much! You helped that worker family get the help they needed." "And you involved the prince in the annual merchant's fair, which helped to ease a lot of ruffled feathers," Maya added. "And there was the trade alliance you helped to broker between Afrique and Atlantis." "And there was the earth wake relief in Towana-" Adaunde raised a hand to stop them. "I acknowledge your points and I can concede that I have been active in issues, although I am still not sure whether or not that is a good thing." She sighed. "I think I am just unsure if I can do this. And I do not want to ruin the life of my love by agreeing to something that I can never-" "You would ruin his life if you did not agree," Bella said softly as she squatted in front of the concerned woman. "Adaunde, you are his life. For him it really is 'Queen and Country' or at least it will be. You are his eyes; he has told me so himself. You see the real him; you see the real in everything. Do not ask him to give up his horizons, his dreams, his new found connection to the world beyond titles. That would destroy him." More than anything said, it was that speech that got through to Adaunde. "He sees me as his eyes? I see him as my heart. No other man could ever convince me to take this risk." She stood up and began to smile as her battered joy returned. "I am marrying the man I love. Creator willing, we shall work through any hurtles along the way." "It was the Creator who placed you here. And I think that he fashioned you for this role." Adaunde stood, ready to move on to the next step in her life. As she smoothed down her dress one more time, she looked up at the four other women in the room and said, "Thank you. Thank you for helping me see what I could not.” “My lady Adaunde, we are your attendants. You are about to become much more to all of us. It is our responsibility and honor to serve you in any way we can,” Ashante observed. Maya smiled at this, “Yeah, it’s like they’re ladies waiting to help you.” Adaunde winced. “Do not let that explanation become public,” she said to her friend. “If it does, people shall start referring to you as my ‘ladies in waiting’ or something else equally distasteful and it will be a step down for all of you.” And, as the four women began to walk out of the room toward their destination, the one untitled among them could be heard saying, “But it would be a step up for me! Really, it would!” ******* At the same time, in an anti-room of the ceremonial hall were a group of five men. Unlike the group of five women or like the crowd, whose cheering could be heard through the beautiful windows, this group of men were calm. All five, wearing signals of their rank were quiet and contemplative about many things. Finally, Anthony, Duke of Amerwest, had to voice the questions that were running around in his head. “Your highness. Terrius. Are you sure? Are you are sure that you should marry Lady Adaunde? It is not that I think she would make a bad princess, quite the opposite in fact,” the duke clarified, “but you really have not known each other for very long. How are you so sure that she is the one?” “I doubt it matters either way,” Lord Sato, Baron of Atlantis spoke up from his chair across the room. He swirled the wine in his glass. “I mean, the position of princess can be very separate and ceremonial when it has to be.” “That is not the style of His Highness,” Lord Zaire, Earl of Afrique, chimed in. “Any princess he chose would have to be a helpmate and would have to be ‘good for the people.’ If Terrius was not looking for this, he would have married eons ago.” “None of that answers the question of Anthony,” Lord Morte-Vida pointed out. “Whatever internal criteria that his highness used are, the question is whether four and twenty mooncycles is long enough to be sure that Lady Anderson, or anyone else for that matter, could meet them.” “I waited four and twenty mooncycles for the sake of Adaunde and her fears about being queen someday. I knew for sure she was the one after the Towana earthquake.” That managed to shock all of the men in the room. Finally, Anthony managed to get out, “After Towana? But that was eight and ten mooncycles ago! How did you know that she was the one after barely six mooncycles?!" "The way she responded to the quake," Terrius responded as he once again reflected on the most telling incident in his courtship of Lady Adaunde Anderson. **** It was once again the warm season, six mooncycles after the ball where he met Adaunde. As had become their habit, Terrius waited in the garden for Adaunde, usually accompanied by her friend Maya, to join him. What made this day different is that while he was waiting a servant rushed out to find him to tell him the news. An area known as Towana, in the populated region of Europa had suffered a major earth wake that morning. The area was devastated and many people were still trapped. Terrius’ expression became more and more grave as the story went on. As the servant was finishing, Lady Adaunde appeared. Approaching with a smile on her face, it fell quickly when she saw his face. "Terry, what is it? What has happened?" The young prince ran a hand through his hair, "A massive earthquake hit Towana this morning. According to the early reports, the area is devastated. There are people still trapped." He paused, "I am sure you understand that we cannot have our outing today." After he had said this, he mentally held his breath. This would be a time for any "true colors" to show through. If she was really self- centered, she would protest. But, of course, he should have known, even then, that Adaunde had a huge heart. "Of course we shall not have our outing! Part of the kingdom is suffering. Those poor people," she added in a whisper. After a moment of silence (out of respect or because she needed to think, Terrius wasn't sure), Lady Anderson looked up and then grabbed his arm as she began to lead him back to the castle. "The first thing we need to do," she began, "is to get the merchants to donate the things that the victims shall need. Do you have any idea what those things might be?" Terrius shook his head in bemusement, not really sure of what was going on. Adaunde, not processing his confusion, continued. "Well, never mind. We shall just bring the basics with us and we can send word back through Maya about what else we shall need." "Maya?" Terrius managed to get out in his shock. "Yes. Maya is an absolutely amazing organizer. She is often placed in charge of merchantry outreach projects. But that is beside the point. Maya can take care of sending reinforcements after we see how bad it is." Still not processing that she had shocked her prince to the core, Adaunde continued, "The next thing we shall need to talk to your parents. I am sure they will want someone to come with us to Towana..." Finally noticing that Terrius was barely moving and not talking at all, she turned to look at him. "Is something else wrong?" "We are going to Towana?" Terrius asked quietly. "Of course! You were not just going to wait for reports from servants, were you? That would be nerve-rack...ing," Adaunde stopped speaking when she realized that the question may mean something else entirely. "Am I - am I assuming too much in thinking that I was to accompany you?" She looked down at her hands, which were now clasped in front of her. "I shall still talk to Maya about mobilizing help, but, of course, I shall stay here if that is what his highness wishes." It was the hurt in her tone and her use of “his highness” that finally got through to Terrius. "Of course you are coming with me, if I am going," he insisted. "It is just that I have never gone to the site of a disaster. Father never has done and...it just never occurred to me." Terrius put his hand under Adaunde's chin and lifted her head so that she was looking at him. "Let us go talk to Father; it sounds as if we have much of do." But the strange excitement Terrius had of actually going to help his people faded when they arrived at the scene. Whole buildings that used to reach up to the horizon, now lay in rubble, level to the ground. Roads were unidentifiable. To walk a few feet was to walk around fallen stones, metal, and pieces of structures. A cloud of gray seemed to hang over everything. What was a bustling city was now a wasteland. As he stood in what was the city center, Adaunde on his left, both of them flanked by high ranking officers in the royal guard, he wondered what he thought he could do in to help with this intense suffering. "Oh, Creator," Adaunde said quietly next to him. A few moments after that whisper, Terrius felt drops of water hitting the hand Adaunde held. Confused, he turned to his lady to find that she was slightly crying. "Those poor people," she said again. After a few moments, however, his lady seemed to pull herself together. Wiping her tears away, she said, "Well, pity does not do anything but make the eyes of one red. We have work to do." "Work?" Terrius asked, "What could we possibly -" "Do?" Adaunde finished. "Well, we shall ask the head of the relief effort. See that lord over there?" Adaunde asked as she pointed to a young lord twenty feet away. He was covered in dust, with his sleeves rolled up. He was talking to someone who looked like a merchant or a medic. The activity in the area seemed to be clustered around him. "He is still here and is involved with the people. He is the head of the relief effort. We shall talk to him. He will be able to tell us what we can do." Adaunde began to make her way over to the young man, still holding Terrius's hand. "Watch your step, your highness," she smiled. ******* Even thinking about Towana over many mooncycles later still deeply affected him. The lord had been extremely startled that the prince was there and that he seriously wanted to help. His security detail was shocked at how Adaunde helped to coordinate the relief effort and how she managed to make sure so much was accomplished. Terrius, however, was mostly shocked by what he was able to accomplish himself. He had seen himself as a figurehead, executive in training, and a head of state that he never really thought of himself as useful. But digging out people, helping to move rubble, and just giving people hope by being seen helping showed him that he could be so much more, that he had a responsibility to be so much more. And of course he was going to marry the women with the big enough heart to help him see that. "Adaunde was the one who got me to the scene of the quake. Adaunde was the one who made sure that that tragedy was not as devastating as it could have been. I was already half in love with her. She made me smile, made me laugh, made me think. And, with Towana, she brought out the best in me. I knew then that no one else could be queen one day. The people of this planet deserve no less than Adaunde. I am very sure about this. That is how I know." After a few moments, the men in the room nodded. Many had talked about how Towana was different from all other disasters, from its devastating beginning to the extraordinary response from the royals, the merchantry, and, later, the rest of the nobility. Until that point, they had no idea how much Lady Adaunde had been involved in making that happen. "Well, your highness," Anthony said after a few moments, "we have a ceremony to attend." ***** The ceremonial hall was packed, with the crowd spilling out into the street. A group of men waited calmly at the front of the room. High ranking people were sitting on every surface that would hold them. Their majesties, King Telluric and Queen Honoria sat the very front of the room, facing the main entrance. Next to them sat Lord and Lady Anderson; Lady Anderson held a white calla lily in one hand and a white cloth to wipe her away her happy tears in the other. The group of men that included His Royal Highness, Prince Terrius, was in front of them. Also standing with them was an older man in a long white robe. His presence was a little controversial, but Terrius knew that his Adaunde would not want this any other way. The entire assembly knew when the future princess arrived by the cheer that arose from outside of the building. Ten minutes after that cheer, the first attendant, the countess of Afrique could be seen walking slowly through the main arch. "Wow," Maya whispered, "this place is packed." "Did you expect it not to be?" Ashante asked, with a slight smile. Talia probably would have contributed to that line of that conversation, if she had not noticed the robed man at the front. "Is that who I think it is?" Lady Bella leaned around Lady Talia to see and then gasped. "That is - that is a Creationist minister. This is to be a creationist ceremony?!" "I am afraid that is my fault," Adaunde finally spoke. "I insisted." "But his highness seems to be okay with it," Ashante observed in the front. "I knew he converted-" Bella began. "He converted!" Talia interrupted Bella. "Well, yes he did. But I did not realize-" Adaunde sighed. "Please, do not worry so. We are not going to establish a planet-wide religion. In a way, that is rather anti-creationist. One recognizes the Creator on their own, not because of applied force." "Oh, we are not concerned," Bella clarified. "We are just amazed at the level of change that you have been able to bring in such a short time." She smiled, "This should be interesting." As they reached the front, Adaunde reached Terrius and put her hands in his. Then, they turned to the robed man as he began. "Before the Creator, we gather together this day to witness the joining of futures of Terrius and Adaunde, children of the Creator. Such a joining is not a step to be taken lightly. Vows before the Creator are to be made with seriousness. My lady Adaunde, do you agree to what you are about to do?" "Yes, as I believe the Creator is leading me," was the response of the woman in ivory. "Your royal Highness, Prince Terrius, do you agree to what you are about to do?" "Yes, as I believe the Creator has blessed me," was the response of the man by her side. "At this point, make your vows." "My Lord Terrius. Terry," began Adaunde, "I agree, as the Creator has led me, to join my future with yours. I agree to be faithful, in clear skies and in driving rain. I agree to devote my energies to our time ahead. I promise to love you, honor you, and cherish you, in times of joy and sorrow. I promise to be led by your hand and to stay under your protection. From now until I join the Creator at the end of this journey." "My lady Adaunde. My eyes," began Terrius, "I agree, as the Creator has blessed me, to join my future with yours. I promise to love you, honor you, cherish you, and protect you to the best of the ability the Creator has given me, in times of ease and hardship. I agree to be faithful, in clear skies and in driving rain. I agree to devote my energies to our time ahead. I promise to listen to your voice and extend my umbrella of protection to wherever you wish to go. I promise to live by the creed, 'Creator, Queen, and country,' from now until I join the Creator at the end of this journey." "Please kneel," the robed man requested. Adaunde handed her bouquet to Maya, as Ashante and Talia helped her to kneel in her dress. Terrius knelt next to her. "We turn our hearts to the Creator and our eyes to the solid ground that our Creator has provided for us. Creator, bless the new family before you. As you have led them to this point, lead them on from this point. Bless all that you have granted them and will grant them in the future. So be it." The robed man looked up. "You may rise." Talia and Ashante helped the young woman to her head. "Now," the robed man said, "you may bestow the symbol of your new station." At this point, a young attendant came forward with a delicate sliver and diamond crown. Terrius reached up and took the wreath of white calla lilies off of Adaunde's head and handed it to Bella. He then took the crown and placed it where the wreath used to sit. Adaunde looked up at the man, who was now, at the conclusion of two ceremonies, her husband. She shook slightly at some of her nervousness of her new status began to penetrate her joy. Noticing this, Terrius decided to take matters into his own hands. Leaning over, he kissed her gently. After the kiss was over Adaunde beamed up at him...and the assembly hall broke into cheers. The mother of the newly crowed princess was wiping away her tears and her father was trying to blink away his. The king and queen smiled serenely from where they sat. The couple finally turned to face the assembly, as the king rose and said, "May I present my son and daughter, their royal highnesses, Prince Terrius and Princess Adaunde." At this announcement, the entire room rose. The men bowed and the women curtsied. "I do not think I shall ever get used to this," Adaunde whispered to her husband as she looked out over a sea of bowed heads. Terrius smiled down at his wife. "It shall be okay. I shall always be with you." As the people began to rise, Maya whispered to Bella. "So the kiss, that was part of the traditional crowning?" "No," Bella whispered back, confused. "You mean that it was not part of the Creationist ceremony?" Maya shook her head. Talia, overhearing the exchange, laughed quietly. "I think that our prince just started a new tradition." And with that, four young women and four young men watched their prince and princess walk out of the ceremonial hall to greet the people. And the cheer that went up when they emerged from the building would be talked about for many mooncycles to come. -to be continued-